Romilda Vane

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[Hexed to Ioan]

Let's go on a date. Out of the castle. Please?

Unless you're busy with Anthony. Because if you are I promise I don't mind going with Dem or something.

It amazes me how many stupid people go to this school.

I'm going to play with my potions.

[Hexed to Dem]

WELL?

[Hexed Private]

All I want to do is run through the castle and throw myself at him. And the only thing keeping me in my room is how late it is.

I wish they had all come back at once, but it's more like.. a slow trickle of memories pouring into my head. I really could've lived with not remembering Mum and Dad fighting though.

I wonder how much I'm going to remember when I wake up.

[Hexed to Hermione]
Thank you. Thank you so, so, so much.

[Hexed to Dem]
I REMEMBER. Can I stay over with you tonight?

[Hexed to Ioan]
Do you think it's possible to love someone without remembering everything about them?

I hate this. I do. I've been trying to read books and fix things, but I can't. And all the professors are busy and I understand because there are bigger problems in the world than my memories, but I want them back. They were MINE.

I miss my boyfriend. I miss knowing him.

And then I figured out I don't have a lot of friends. I have one less than I thought I did because, apparently, my "friend" hates me. Isn't that nice?

And now I'm complaining. Ugh.

[Hexed Very Private to Harold]

HAROLD. People are having dreams. Someone even got HURT in a dream. This is our fault. We have to go tell a Professor, Harold. We have to go talk to the Headmaster.


(OOC: This entry was later destroyed by Harold.)

Isn't today a wonderful day? I think I'll go down to the potion's lab and play around for a bit! I wish I had something to try though.. I've run out of new potions.

[Hexed Private]
It was just a dream. Just a silly dream and it didn't mean anything, but oh that would be so nice. I want that for Ioan. He looked so happy. Maybe we really will be together forever. Not that I'll ever tell him about it, but I can hope, right? I can hope that the dream comes true and one day he wants to marry me. I know it's silly. We haven't been together very long. Just a few months, but I love him so so much.

Merlin, I'm even making myself a little sick. It was just a dream, Romilda. Calm down.

[Hexed Private to Ioan]

I love you.

Can I stay with you tonight? I want to wake up with you on Christmas morning.

I'm sort of glad I'm not going home for Christmas. I'm not sure Hogwarts is going to be any better, but at least my friends are all here with me, right?

Mum sent me some more ingredients. I think I have enough to make everyone a potion for Christmas. Luckily I don't have many friends. But even potion making is starting to lose its charm. I wish Slughorn hadn't gone so crazy. He was a good teacher and now I don't feel like I'm going to enjoy classes as much.

[Hexed Private to Self]
It doesn't seem fair for them to do this now. I can't go home and talk to my parents or Eric. I knew the war was hard on my parents, but I didn't think this would happen. Mum's owl had tears all over it and Eric wants to come to Hogwarts to get away from the fighting. I miss him. I wish there was something I could do to make it better, but I can't even write to him.

It'll be okay though. I hope. They'll figure things out and stop fighting before I get out of this bubble. Right?

[Hexed to Dennis]
Let's study together later. Or have dinner. Something.

[Hexed to Harold]

IT'S NOT GOING AWAY.


(OOC: This entry was later destroyed by Harold.)

[Hexed to Ioan, Harold and Dem]

Am I a bad friend?

[Hexed to Ioan]
Can I come sleep in your bed tonight? I miss you.

Who exactly is going to teach potions now? I'm falling behind on my work and it's the only thing keeping me sane. I need that class. Except I keep blowing cauldrons up and I really shouldn't be brewing when I'm this upset.

[Hexed to Dem]
When are they letting you out? The dorm is really lonely without you.

[Hexed Against Bole]

I hate that man. I hate him so much.

I just want to go home.

[Hexed Private to Dem and Ioan]

I'M GOING TO BEAT THE HELL OUT OF THAT STUPID GIRL.

Or something.

[Hexed Private to Ioan]
I'm going to spend some time with Dem after detention today. I might stay with her tonight, too.

[Hexed to Dem]
How about I have the house elves bring us some popcorn and we cuddle in your bed for awhile after detention?

Edited in a bit later
[Hexed to Ward]
You need to help me cheer Dem up.

To everyone that helped find Dem and I.. thank you so much.

I wish I had my wand. I want to write down what happened and get it out, but I don't think everyone needs or wants to see the details. It was the worst moment of my life.

I'll be back to classes tomorrow, though I won't be able to do much. At least I don't normally need my wand in Potions.

Does anyone want to go to the Potions lab with me later? I'm too scared to go anywhere alone. Maybe it will help me get my mind off of that man things.